Wayne Foo
17
Victoria Junior College

" eh, it may be our last musicfest performance we're ever ever going to have, so let's fight the feeling and go all out ! "

" yea! "

I really went all out ( within the safety barriers of being normal ) during the performance and i'm glad i truly enjoyed the performance. a big thanks to my spastic members Jina and Nguyen for daring to be spastic during performance.
Two Days shall live on. Fried Chicken Pies shall live on.

the groups in the vocal group category this year are unbelievably strong. this year's semifinals is strong enough to be called the finals.
but there's one thing i ought to say to all choir people who are in the semi-finals.
Each and everyone of us has indeed uphold the reputation of VJChoir.
we don't sing to just win, we sing to entertain. we sing to spread the passion of singing.


had church for three days straight from thursday to today, called the sanctification week.
indeed, i've been purified and sanctified.
i admit that for the past two weeks i neglected God, to the worst extent i've ever felt since my resalvation. i broke fast, prayed little, just read a psalm without the heart of understanding.

my network pastor told my tribe this at the start of the year: this year will be a year for some whose faith will grow exponentially, and for some, exponentially dropping.
indeed, it was a prediction that will most likely take place, but to me, it was a path i had to choose. in my heart at that point of time, i chose to make this year the period for my faith to grow exponentially, mostly because i was a new christian baby then. if given a choice now, i would have taken the same path, but my reason to walk this road now is because i love God and He is everything to me.

on thursday i broke down every wall of darkness living inside me, and God just came freely into my heart. I've never felt something like this so strong in my life. His presence just hit me so deep in my heart that my floodgates just opened. I couldn't stop the flow of tears, i couldn't stop myself from shaking. He came to me despite being neglected. He came because i was broken.
broken and contrite.

who else could bear the suffering of being slashed, abused, get torned by whipping hooks, pierced by crown of roses, nailed and crucified for the sake of loving us, having our hearts to be purified? who else but Jesus my saviour?
which father would bear to see his one and only son suffer his wrath and get crucified for the sake of loving the people? who else but God Himself ?
how did i score a B for math?( highest i ever scored in year 1 was 55/100 )
how did i have a smooth performance for musicfest?
how did i become so light-hearted and cheerful?
how did i lead a meaningful life now?
it's all thanks to God's amazing grace!

to all my brothers and sisters, never stop at where you are, never backtrack your path, never be contented with the faith you contain. go on and hunger for God, for there is no definite amount of faith you can have, but infinity. Christianity is not just a religion, its about your relationship with God. keep on seeking for an intimate relationship with Him, and rest in Him. Don't be envy of people having capital success with God, for there's nothing better than a fulfilled and meaningful life.
God is real, don't let Him go.

come feel and believe, before you have your say.

thank you Jesus, thank you.

Signing off,10:59 PM
Child of God